Love me for me?

One of those nights, it was 1110pm at the bus stop with no one in sight, when I felt alone and somewhat forsaken.

I've been thinking a lot abt relationships in the past week. Maybe this loneliness is starting to get to me! And wishing for someone to share my life with. One thing though, I realise what would be meaningful in a relationship. Someone who would love you for who you are. Someone who will love you without makeup, with messy hair and crumpled clothes. Someone whom I can be myself with, and wouldn't mind listening to me with attentive ears. Someone who is kind and cares. Sometimes, I miss that someone(s), but yet someone(s) wouldn't fulfil all criterias cos I know he wouldn't be able to love me for who I am.

Oh dear, this is sounding melancholic. One of those nights when I get in-tuned with myself.

I've been reading Changes that Heal by Dr. Henry Cloud. Its really good book talking about boundaries, accepting oneself for yr good and bad, and growing up to be an adult. Shall share more the next time.

Fish Leong-可惜不是你

这一刻 突然觉得好熟悉
像昨天 今天同时在放映
我这句语气 原来好像你
不就是我们爱过的证据

差一点 骗了自己骗了你
爱与被爱不一定成正比
我知道被疼是一种运气
但我无法完全交出自己

努力为你改变
却变不了 预留的伏线
以为在你身边 那也算永远
彷佛还是昨天
可是昨天 已非常遥远
但闭上双眼 我还看得见

可惜不是你 陪我到最后
曾一起走却走失那路口
感谢那是你 牵过我的手
还能感受那温柔

那一段 我们曾心贴著心
我想我更有权力关心你
可能你 已走进别人风景
多希望 也有 星光的投影

努力为你改变
却变不了 预留的伏线
以为在你身边 那也算永远
彷佛还是昨天
可是昨天 已非常遥远
但闭上双眼 我还看得见

可惜不是你 陪我到最后
曾一起走却走失那路口
感谢那是你 牵过我的手
还能感受那温柔
感谢那是你 牵过我的手
还能温暖我胸口